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Eve of Christmas

Today is Christmas Eve. After running an errand I decided to pop by Grandma’s, since I had some time to spare.

A distance away from her apartment, the sole of my sandal gave way, but I managed to get there before it disintegrated further.

Entering the house, a familiar sense of comfort welcomed me. I placed the snacks on the table and removed my shoes, calling out to Grandma as she hobbled out from her room, smiling at me.

She had just the sticky solution to my predicament, bringing out her trusted Selleys that “glues everything fast”, passing me a tissue to clean off any that got on my hands.

While the mended sandal was weighed under the table for good measure, we sat down to have a meal together.

It was one of those precious afternoons that allowed us to spend some time together, just enjoying each other’s company. Over chicken rice and wantan mee, we chatted about family and daily trivias. I poured out – as always – bits of vexations and frustrations, feelings and emotions that I could never share with any other person. As always, she listened, empathized and at times advised. And as always, all burdens and weariness just comfortingly, magically disappear.

I shared with her the things I have done this whole year and my plans for the next – business plans, writing, teaching – and told her not to worry about me because I have my life all planned out (except for kids, which she has more or less come to terms with, that I am letting nature take its course). She patted me on my hand and told me she was happy to hear that.

We talked about how life, especially in her golden years, should not be spent worrying about her children or grandchildren at that, and that she must know that we love her very much.

It is probably the most beautiful Christmas Eve I’ve had.


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On Snow That Falls

Dead Poets Society struck a melancholic chord with this scene: Todd on his way to pay his last respects to Neil, who had killed himself. Overwhelmed with emotions stirred by the then falling snow, he’d remarked to his fellow schoolmates “…It is so beautiful!..”. The following poem builds on this line, and is what I imagine he would’ve felt then.

It is so beautiful
Pure white this snow.
How did I not feel this
Amazed, till
Far from us you’ve gone.

You, my friend, will
Have no more of these
— Worldly trivias!
You depart for your cause.

As you left, you left me
No reason,
For none to keep you
Was given you afore.

We shall meet again;
Again our paths will cross.
Till then, I’ll breathe
This, your gift of pure beauty
— How did I not feel this before!
Of fiery white passion
Of fleeting snow that falls.

– Dedicated to Thiru – till we meet again. –

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